Post by TwilightMyst on Jan 4, 2012 18:01:01 GMT -5
I'm sorry if I've been bringing people down with a few little things here and there, such as karma and congratulations, etc. We're all part of the family, trust me.
Now, the reason for me leaving temporarily.
I've been enduring a lot of flying accusations online and off. Arguments and fights, some ending up with physical damage, and a lot of mental anger. I'm having trouble with the shared custody between my parents, my stepsisters' father who's been drunk driving with them in the car, not letting them see or contact their mom, trying to kill my dad, etc. He's insane and needs to be put in a mental institute, but Bonnie, my stepsisters' mom, isn't trusted by the Long Beach police anymore thanks to her ex-husband. So turning him in there is out of the question. It's up to the girls, but they won't say anything, despite our encouragement.
I'm also dealing with personal problems and guilt. The guilt is for Inception, and the way I acted before Plush and I went to talk to them. We parted in a friendly manner, and I hope to not break that and have them take it the wrong way like Mystical Realms has, but I won't get into it. (And I'm sorry if it sounds like a bash, etc, but it's not one). I also went a little too far on the sadness, because of the way others responded to my ridiculous bash thread (that will not happen again, I promise) that was posted before the talk. I felt a bit hated when I saw the comments, especially when I saw Raichi's and Dante's. That's when I started feeling guilty.
As for my personal problems, it's basically one big one. My friend Vladimir (Raggedclaw on the chatlands) has been coming to me often, looking tattered and beat up. I'm currently looking into Kaji's program (sorry, forgot what it was, I'm overwhelmed atm) for supporting him and to stop him from cutting.
So, that's about it. Please note that my words usually sound like I'm bashing someone (/something) or something like that, because I'm not very good with placing my words to make them sound correct to others. Anything you think is bashing or anything you think is offensive or upsetting to others, please send me a message concerning it. Thank you for enduring my short rant.
Now, the reason for me leaving temporarily.
I've been enduring a lot of flying accusations online and off. Arguments and fights, some ending up with physical damage, and a lot of mental anger. I'm having trouble with the shared custody between my parents, my stepsisters' father who's been drunk driving with them in the car, not letting them see or contact their mom, trying to kill my dad, etc. He's insane and needs to be put in a mental institute, but Bonnie, my stepsisters' mom, isn't trusted by the Long Beach police anymore thanks to her ex-husband. So turning him in there is out of the question. It's up to the girls, but they won't say anything, despite our encouragement.
I'm also dealing with personal problems and guilt. The guilt is for Inception, and the way I acted before Plush and I went to talk to them. We parted in a friendly manner, and I hope to not break that and have them take it the wrong way like Mystical Realms has, but I won't get into it. (And I'm sorry if it sounds like a bash, etc, but it's not one). I also went a little too far on the sadness, because of the way others responded to my ridiculous bash thread (that will not happen again, I promise) that was posted before the talk. I felt a bit hated when I saw the comments, especially when I saw Raichi's and Dante's. That's when I started feeling guilty.
As for my personal problems, it's basically one big one. My friend Vladimir (Raggedclaw on the chatlands) has been coming to me often, looking tattered and beat up. I'm currently looking into Kaji's program (sorry, forgot what it was, I'm overwhelmed atm) for supporting him and to stop him from cutting.
So, that's about it. Please note that my words usually sound like I'm bashing someone (/something) or something like that, because I'm not very good with placing my words to make them sound correct to others. Anything you think is bashing or anything you think is offensive or upsetting to others, please send me a message concerning it. Thank you for enduring my short rant.