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Post by KajiAkuma on Mar 3, 2012 1:15:11 GMT -5
Alrighty, time to let this all out now shall we? Once again I speak out.
First of all, I'm tired of deciding who is owner. I guess Rev will be since he was orginal owner and Alexx is giving up. Of course, I think those two should go and talk about this together since they will need to deal with it.
I'm tired of people giving up so much on Fabled Dreams. No wonder we're going no where because we don't have a leader who can handle the drama and once we get into tough situation, they leave. No offense, I'm just stating the truth and please don't get mad at me. Not saying I want to be alpha, I'm to young and don't think it's a good idea. I wouldn't be a good alpha.
Anywho, basically I need you two guys to really get things together and think hard about what you want to do. Because this is BS switching back and forth and then coming back when you want to and leaving us again. We all have real lives and it's not going to get easier as we grow up, so if you can't handle it now then you most likely can't handle it when you're older, have a job, house, bills to pay, friends and family.
Think about what you want to do and think about the future.
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Post by Kaiser on Mar 5, 2012 20:41:50 GMT -5
I messaged Revamp about it and never got an answer back. Ever. I message about getting the admin account while i was owner because they were giving up and all i got in response was "Not anymore". I TRIED. They didnt. Sorry, but that just blew it for me. I tried to help and work with them and it was a one sided effort. That isn't anything in my opinion. So i was/am done. I have my own site to worry about now. Messages sent to revamp from me: « Message sent on Feb 17, 2012, 5:39pm » If anything is in mind that you have for FD, i welcome your ideas. It is your site. I dont think Id be able to handle it alone « Message sent on Feb 28, 2012, 11:42pm » You say you're leaving. And as site owner now, I do need the admin account for full access. =/ And the reason the tone and colors have changed is so it's easier on users' eyes. Sorry but bright colors are really intense on people's eyes and hurts. and ONLY message back from them: « Message sent on Mar 2, 2012, 1:03am » Not anymore. Sorry but unless they've FINALLY decided to work with me, no. I'm done. Sorry. They seemed oh so very happy to get their position back and after only seeing their remarks about the negative (i.e the site change) when it was still in process of fixing up, I decided to quit. Yeah, I get that it's a girly background but it was under construction! I got your account on WH back, I DONATED deltas to it and worked my butt off to get MORE money for this site. I worked pretty Darn hard. I talked to UD about this. I was also dealing with getting my health back up so i could get a job again and pay $1,500 + it's going to take to get this back up. Sorry I got sick, sorry I got sent to the ER and sorry I had other stuff to deal with plus the fact this site that was suppose to be a team effort not just with the regular staff like Dante and everyone else, didn't work out because I was never talked to or messaged back. They wanted their site back. Now they have it.
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Post by KajiAkuma on Mar 5, 2012 21:47:04 GMT -5
I'm sorry for not giving you the great credits. The new skin is really good among with everything else. I'm use to looking at the negatives in order to attempt to make it positive. I know you tried, but it hurts seeing someone give up. I did to. And am now. I'm sorry for everything.
But you know. It hurts. It really does. To see all these people give up. To have a few things out of order and people give up. Everyone does. I did. Because all the people I looked up to, did to. So why do I need to be the big person? You know what, we all have issues in life. My brother got kicked out and has been missing since christmas. My mom and step dad were in jail in the USA and I didn't know what happened to them. I spent a week alone. I've have missed a month of school to stay home and call up lawyers and get extra hours in for work to help my parents so they don't have to rot in jail for about a year and I have to live with my grandparents. I just turned 16 and have the every day, drugs, parties, drama, boyfriends, breakups, heartbreaks, car liscense and all that fun stuff. Not to mention motocross season is starting, may not seem big but I can make this into a career for me. I'm failing all my classes. I've come more and more depressed, go to a crazy hospital for check ups. This. Doesn't effect me on here. That crap, doesn't matter on here. I don't want sympathy, I don't want apologize. I want Fabled Dreams to be successful. All the real life stuff, goes away when I'm online.
You're health comes first. Go do what you need to do. Fabled Dreams will always be here to welcome you again.
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Post by Kaiser on Mar 5, 2012 23:39:09 GMT -5
That doesnt help the fact Revamp hasn't done anything to work with me except being a tad harsh in the only message i received from them
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Post by Revamp on Mar 6, 2012 1:54:44 GMT -5
I never actually said I was giving up on FD.Yeah, I said some messed up things that I regret. I can't get on here as much as I'd like to because of family problems at home. I couldn't say anything but 'not anymore' in my message, when I wante to say so much more, like for not being the person I should be. I meant I wasn't leaving FD, and was going to try my best to be on more. All I have is public wifi on my iPhone that barely works anymore. But I'm trying my best right now do do what I can for FD, though you all will look back at me and think. 'Yeah right. You don't give a care about FD, the way you have been acting lately.' Well, I hate making people mad. It makes me sad when a person decides to go and look down on me for some unintended mistakes. I love all you guys (no homo :x). I love FD. You're all my family, and I'm in disbelief at how successful my chatland has gotten. I want to do so much for you all right now. But I can't. Hell, my drawing style just improved. I could make a pose set if I wanted, and it would probably turn out how I want it to turn out.
I'm so sorry for giving up on everyone when we needed the support the most. As of right now, things are going to change. No more procrastination. We need to go through things and make sure we're ready before we relax.
You have no idea what I'm feeling right now. My guilt is making me sick to my stomach. Kaji, I promise that there will be no more Leadership changes, unless absolutely necessary. Again, I apologize for my crude behavior and inability to support as much as I want to right now. I hope we can all pull ourselves together so that it's possible for Fabled Dreams' success.
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Post by Revamp on Mar 6, 2012 2:02:43 GMT -5
Kaiser, I really hope you get better. I wasn't trying to be negative towards you about anything. I want to make a team effort here more than anyone. Yeah, so I'm bad at explaining situations. So I'm making stuff sound negative and hurtful when I'm not trying to be. I hate hurting others. It hurts me myself. I'm a bit possessive, which I'm extremely ashamed of. I would really like to talk this over with you, as said earlier. I want things to work out. Working with you would be great. And if you want to be owner again, say the word. I was just a little upset over not getting my credit, and was expressing it in a ridiculous fashion that I'm ashamed of, even now. I was wrong. And I hope I'm not hated for it.
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Post by Kaiser on Mar 6, 2012 10:36:42 GMT -5
I message you asking for your help. I /wanted/ your help. You made the site. It's yours. Not mine. I made Broken Paradise. That is my site. Again, I'm one person, I can't afford two sites by myself.
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Post by KajiAkuma on Mar 6, 2012 11:07:19 GMT -5
Erebus you knew what you were getting into when I told you, what it means being leader of Fabled Dreams. I'm pretty sure you weren't going to do Broken Paradise until you decided to give up on Fabled Dreams. So, I didn't know that you were trying to run two sites at the same time, in fact I believe you weren't. Saying that this is your exuse, that it's not because you can't handle it, just shows you gave up on us. Yeah, Twi is back and has his rank. But part of the reason why you left, was stress, yet you go back to making a diffrent chatland? Intresting. It can go both ways.
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Post by Kaiser on Mar 6, 2012 12:06:35 GMT -5
Excuse me? Broken Paradise has been up. Sorry but i don't need this. I at least tried to do whatever i could for BOTH sites. I'm going with Broken Paradise because it's the one I made. Revamp, good luck in this. I'm out.
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Post by Shadeyy on Mar 12, 2012 20:17:58 GMT -5
Hope later in the future that it is possible to find a great leader that sticks to his/her plans to take FD up to be a chat site. Good luck guys, hope it happens.
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